彩虹艳尽半边天

i can not find it ..今天又是2500M，但隔壁大妈居然说跑了4000M,我就很不服气。但今天脾气真的变好了很多。我觉得是个GOOD SIGN. 起码推销保险的小妹儿得到我的答复都是 你辛苦了，谢谢X 10。以前这样的人只能被我讽刺到摔电话。
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一部好的电影总是能够给予在黑暗与痛苦中生活的人们坚强的希望。“人生正是因为有裂缝，阳光才能照进来”。生活的苦楚不能因为种种的失败与磨难就让人生消极，总是要面对的生活，总是要继续前进的人生脚步，只有当我们真正坚强起来了，真正独挡一面的时候，真正敢于勇敢的直面生活的失意与困苦时，那裂缝的人生才能发散出彩虹般的光芒。
这部片子其实不仅仅是对黑人女孩有极大的鼓舞作用，放到任何一个人种身上都可以，因为它鼓励的是那些生活不尽如意的人，是那些需要帮助却无法得到帮助的人，是那些需要支持却临崖独立的人。电影被称为艺术，是因为一个艺术的东西正是因为能够给予人带来希望才被人所肯定。
生命是脆弱的，生活的多舛的，人生的冷暖只有如鱼饮水，冷暖自知。外人给不了你什么具体的，只有靠自己才能真正站起来，当软弱的你独自蜷缩在沙发上伤心欲绝的时候，可曾想过撩起那遮挡阳光的窗帘？只有我们自己的内心站起来了，那属于自己的一闪窗才能打开。只有这样才能真正的被认为是坚强。
一部好电影之所以是公认为是好电影，并不仅仅局限于它的摄影多么多么的好，它的色彩多么多么的好，演员表演多么多么的好，更重要的是，它给予了看这部电影的人多大的心灵感触，给予了人们多大的生活希望，给予了人们多大的生活鼓舞，让我们在直面惨淡的生活困苦面前能够永旺直前，不畏困难迎难而上。
正是因为有了这么多的不如意，正是因为有了这么的苦难，我们才有如此坚强的心。感谢那些在人生命运上给予我们制造困难的时光，正是因为有了这些才让生命如此多彩，焕发青春。

 在没看这部电影之前，我听过堕胎，家暴，艾滋病，强奸......但是仅限于听听而已。这部电影带我走进一个我无比陌生的世界，它让我知道，原来在世界的另一端有一群女人是这样活着的。一部电影最成功之处不仅仅是演员的卖力演出，故事情节的紧扣并且出其不意，恰到好处的配乐、旁白，更是让观众看完后，觉得像被什么触动了，久久说不出话来。而《彩虹艳尽半边天》的确是一部看完让你有很多感触的电影。
   这部电影是由七个有色女人的故事组成的，她们都是生活在美国的colored girls，默默地承受着生活给她们的考验。她们来自社会不同角色，有滥交的酒吧女，有事业有成的女强人，有对热爱舞蹈的艺术女，有前途光明的女学生......但是她们又都有一个共同点，她们都是一群伤痕累累的女人，甚至有些想过自杀的，但是最终她们依偎在一起，以坚韧的意志活下来。
至今一提到这部电影，我仍清晰地听到自己那一声——“不要！”当crystal那酗酒“老公”拿俩个天真的小孩要挟她得正式跟他结婚的时候，我突然有这样的念头，编剧你行行好吧，千万要保住crystal的孩子啊。然而，crystal还是阻止不了他，他还是把俩个小孩活生生地从五楼摔下去。其实，按理说crystal早就应该离开一直失业在家酗酒的“老公”了，之所以一直不跟他登记结婚，其实crystal自己也明白，不能跟这个喝酒就打自己和小孩的人过一辈子。但是，她却仍放不下这个她从十几岁就深爱的男人，妄想着有天他不会发酒疯的，憧憬那天要是到来，就跟他结婚。所以，让crystal更生不如死的是，她是那么清楚她要为孩子的死负重大责任。某种程度我认为女人一定得有自己的底线，超越这条底线，无论多不舍，还是得割舍。生活，会在割舍后更明媚的。
我不知道编写电影和电视剧的人是不是都喜欢把最美好的东西，在你面前摔破。Yasmine是一个对舞蹈很热爱的女人，你能够在她身上闻到向日葵的气息。她，烂漫，心里和身体装的满满是舞蹈；无私，自己掏钱开舞蹈学校免费交学生舞蹈；优雅，曼妙的身段加高雅的品味。但是这样一个捧在手心都怕碎的女人，对爱情抱着最纯真的想法的女人，只想为约会过一次的新交男友在家里煮一顿晚餐，他却给她带来永远无法痊愈的烙痕。被强奸后的Yasmine很坚强地向警方求救，当中她对警察的那段独白让我颇为震撼，“Lock the door behind you,and we are left with the scars.Being betrayed by men who know us,and expect like the stranger we always thought was coming that we will submit...”后来的Yasmine还有跳舞，只是她的舞蹈里多了一份怨愤与坚强。
Nyla最终还是在那个没经过消毒的肮脏小房间里，在那喝得醉醺醺的“女医生”的手下堕了胎。女强人Joanna居然被她的男同性恋老公传染艾滋病。很多阴霾压在她们身上，但是，她们却还是相信不远方有太阳。
彩虹活在每个女性的心里，支撑她们走过那些艰辛的岁月。我们不知道下一秒会发生什么事，我们只知道生活还在继续，活着就能穿越所有困苦。

for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf Quotes (showing 1-9 of 9)

1
“one thing I don’t need
is any more apologies
i got sorry greetin me at my front door
you can keep yrs
i don’t know what to do wit em
they don’t open doors
or bring the sun back
they don’t make me happy
or get a mornin paper
didn’t nobody stop usin my tears to wash cars
cuz a sorry.”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered
suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

2
“without any assistance or guidance from you
i have loved you assiduously for 8 months 2 wks & a day
i have been stood up four times
i've left 7 packages on yr doorstep
forty poems 2 plants & 3 handmade notecards i left
town so i cd send to you have been no help to me
on my job
you call at 3:00 in the mornin on weekdays
so i cd drive 27 1/2 miles cross the bay before i go to work
charmin charmin
but you are of no assistance
i want you to know
this waz an experiment
to see how selifsh i cd be
if i wd really carry on to snare a possible lover
if i waz capable of debasin my self for the love of another
if i cd stand not being wanted
when i wanted to be wanted
& i cannot
so
with no further assistance & no guidance from you
i am endin this affair
this note is attached to a plant
i've been waterin since the day i met you
you may water it
yr damn self”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

3
“i usedta live in the world
really be in the world
free & sweet talkin
good mornin & thank-you & nice day
uh huh
i cant now
i cant be nice to nobody
nice is such a rip-off
regular beauty & a smile in the street
is just a set-up”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

4
“somebody/ anybody
sing a black girl's song
bring her out
to know herself
to know you
but sing her rhythms
carin/ struggle/ hard times
sing her song of life
she's been dead so long
closed in silence so long
she doesn't know the sound
of her own voice
her infinite beauty
she's half-notes scattered
without rhythm/ no tune
sing her sighs
sing the song of her possibilities
sing a righteous gospel
let her be born
let her be born
& handled warmly.”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

5
“Ever since I realized there waz someone callt/
a colored girl an evil woman a bitch or a nag/
i been tryin not to be that & leave bitterness/
in somebody else's cup...”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf


6
“my spirit is too ancient to understand the separation of soul & gender”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

7
“And this is for Colored girls who have considered suicide, but are moving to the ends of their own rainbows.”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

8
“i am really colored & really sad sometimes & you hurt me
more than i ever danced outta/ i am ready to die like a lily in the
desert/ & i cdnt let you in on it cuz i didnt know/ here
is what i have/ poems/ big thighs/ lil tits/ &
so much love/ will you take it from me this one time/
please this is for you”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf

9
“i loved you on purpose
i was open on purpose
i still crave vulnerability & close talk
& i'm not even sorry bout you bein sorry
you can carry all the guilt & grime ya wanna
just dont give it to me
i cant use another sorry
next time
you should admit
you're mean/ low-down/ triflin/ & no count straight out
steada bein sorry alla the time
enjoy bein yrself”
― Ntozake Shange, for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf



（因为电影改编自戏剧 所以找了写原文的部分诗 贴出来）

全黑人电影，要知道美国的种族歧视严重到黑人很难拍出一部属于自己的影片，白人总是会找各种借口阻挠和破坏，对于这样一部电影，首先是敬意。
戴墨镜的珍妮杰克逊，直接跟他哥哥一模一样，看见她就会让人想起已逝去的杰克逊。至于桑迪牛顿，最漂亮的时候当属碟中谍，飘逸至极。
在结构和味道上跟撞车、时时刻刻相似，8个不幸的黑女人的辛酸苦难，有人认为这是最优秀的女性电影之一，精致得就像一出舞台剧，豆瓣上的7.6分，太低，至少得8分以上。生命必须要有裂缝，阳光才能照进来。影片片名直译为：给那些当彩虹出现，就要考虑自杀的有色女孩。